Friend vs. Crush

 So there's this boy names Malachi Hall, he likes me and I really like him a lot too! But there's a boy at my school named Steven Loveland, he's my best friend (from school). We get along great! We play drums together in band, plus I see him everyday, but I only see Malachi about once every couple months because he goes to a different church than me and he sometimes visits mine. Steven and I haven't knows each other long, just since school started. I've only known Malachi for about five months. We never talk to each other because we're too nervous. We have the same friends that try to get us to talk to each other. We both have a friend named Joshua who desperately tries to get us to talk, or at least say, "Hi," to each other. The last time I saw him, Joshua tried shoving him toward my direction every time I walked past them. He would always wave to us to go over to them, and thanks to my other friends, I ended up having to. I don't know which one I should go with, my best friend that I see everyday, or my crush who I really like, and that likes me but I never see.